Roxy's Rejects
A Trove of Trash
Love and Other Things
UNTITLED.
The words went away with you.
With your last breath, you took them.
My life stopped
When yours did,
And now a shell has been roaming my world.
There is nothing in these veins.
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UNTITLED.
I can't breathe here.
It's like I'm waking up into a pillow you're pressing against my face,
And it's you.
And I think I should scream,
But you're killing me so incandescently that maybe I'll lie here awhile
And watch your eyes gleam,
You monster.
BLISS.
“Your body is perfection;
It’s best that we hide it.”
So he found me a cloak
And we wrapped me inside it.
“Your fingers are graceful,
Your hands are sublime.”
So he found me a hammer
And smashed one at a time.
“Your hair is so luscious.
I know others- they covet.”
So he found me some scissors
And each lock we then chopped.
“Your voice is like music,
Like an angel or siren.”
So he found me a lighter
And my throat we set fire in.
“Your face is pure beauty-
Surely others you will seek.”
So he found me a dagger
And ripped open both my cheeks.
“Your spirit is so free
But you need to be tamed.”
So he found me a harness
And as he tied me he claimed:
“Now your beauty is mine;
Forever blissful we shall be,
And when you look in the mirror
All you will see is me.”
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TRYING TO WRITE.
My stomach gnaws
Like some phantom jaws
Are tearing me open.
My grief is alive.
An animal.
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HE MADE ME MAD.
Sweetheart,
I think I'm losing my mind.
Those frenzied little circles
I still find myself spinning in
Keep multiplying.
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